Cloudy

Time: 10:44 pm
Current mood: Down
Listening to: Heartbreak Warfare by John Mayer

I am crumbling.

Inscrutable pain.

Clarity is on its last legs.

I’m gonna be so consumed very soon.

How soon?

One

Time: 05:24 pm
Current mood: Going down
Listening to: Tuesday by Five For Fighting

One jump.

One cut.

One shot.

One swallow.

One moment.

That's all it takes.

Freedom.

Blur

Time: 9:51 pm
Current mood: Sad
Listening to: Too Much Talking by Chew Lips

I am living life. In silence.

Faking a smile, faking a laugh, just faking everything.

I don't know what to feel, heart is dead, mind confused.

There’s nothing to lose.

There’s nothing to gain.

Why am I stayin’ around?

It’s all too obscure.

Numb!

Time: 11:25 pm
Current mood: Low
Listening to: More Than Life by Whitley

I'm looking, but not seeing.

I'm listening, but not hearing.

I'm tired, but not sleeping.

I'm alive, but not living.

Follower!

Time: 11:03 pm
Current mood: Going Low
Listening to: I'm So Lonely by Cast

Yes, its true. I am still breathing.

I guess I'm sentenced to stay alive.

I am trying to keep my scars concealed to outsiders because they pretend, pretend to not notice.

I can't find my way out 'cos there's no one to lead the way.