Look but don't touch!

Time: 7:20 pm
Current mood: I would pay someone to kill me
Listening to: Happy Families by Richard Hawley

If I could ask God one thing what would that be?

Very easy.

Give me the strength to end my life.

I am getting used to the thought but I still can't muster enough courage.

May be there's still a little hope somewhere in my brain.

Or is it just a tease?

I don't need this life.